Saturday, July 26, 2008

GOD DAMN IT

now blogging at cathay's ben and jerry.came to find my dear husband,belbel and get some work done.and yes joyjoy has been a pig again.unable to resist temptation and is gonna share ice cream with xt and fiona.
my last $2 gone......damn pathetic can.think gonna get allowance from dad again.hate getting money from him.is not he dun give is that i dun like the feeling of taking money from him.

anyway bloody blogger dunno what happen.dun let me upload pics.BLEAHXXX
anyway so this post shall be picless again.if this continue i am gonna switch to xanga.so blogger people if you are reading my blog do something about it or you gonna lose loyal blogger like me.i had always been a blogger supporter.all my EX-blog are at blogger.i have deleted all of my EX-blog.except one.i kept that for memories sake.sometime i would go back and read it.bring back alot of memories.seeing how lame,how angsty,how bitchy i was.i should say i was once a VERY ANGRY blogger.so my ex-blog is like full of vulgarities.remembering the times when we went to 'studied' at the airport and the then-seem-so-hated-art-lesson.how should i say i was a VERY ANGRY AND VIOLENT blogger.so ya my that EX-BLOG act like a reminder to me who i once were and how i was like.and not go back to who i once were.now that blog is only for my viewing pleasure.i think only a handful of people remember that blog.
actually looking at that blog i realised improved quite alot.i am not like miss perfect now la.but i learned to control my emotion and all.being more patient and tolerant.especially about controlling my anger i should say.so ya i am quite happy where i am now.JOY IS A HAPPY GIRL NOW OVERALL.

yest. was finally the comm. skill presentation.till the last min. we were still rushing to finish up and practise our speech.
cause of the presentation,the kinkametics wore formal wear.it was an unusual sight.but everyone look quite chio.except for me la.i look like a bloody waitress.but i tink i look chio without my black pants.the top and short combination was much better.:P.
as for the presentation.i sux.really hate myself for having stagefright and was like rushing to finish my speech.another BLEAHXX.
anyway after comm. skill,went to meet up with the FB people to go TPDE.it was dope as quoted from the FB people.seeing them dance really make me wanna join FB.:(((.dun even noe if i can get it in next year so i am not thinking too far ahead.
anyway after TPDE,the non-FBian(tingting,shawnshawn and me) and walter head home.
but for me this busy girl had to head out again.i reached home at 10.30pm and left house at 11pm.The only thing that can make me the super shag joyjoy out of the house is my sisters.went to meet up with them to watch RED CLIFF.it has been 2 weeks since i went out with them so hack care the shagness.CS hair change quite alot.and i think i look more tired and more bloody breakout.the only one left unchanged was rachel.
RED CLIFF overall is a nice movie.the talking part was funny and the fighting part was interesting.but i was like uber tired and the seats were like damn comfortable and it was like just the right temp.SO YA.some of the fighting scene i fell asleep.:P.
actually wanna hang out longer,it has been eons since only we three hang out.but we were all very shag.so next time then.is like once inside CS car,i dropped into a sleep coma.i seem to sleepwalk to my bed.

random-contradicting myself all the time.

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